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PROFILE ;


Too much Anime...

Feng Guanjin
A.K.A Peter
Clueless Guy
12/11/1983
Island of Singapore
Christian (11 Nov 2001)
Water Baptised on 9th Nov 2005
Temasek Poly
E-mail/ MSN: gjfeng@yahoo.com
(please state who you are ^^)

DESIRES;

Working With The Holy Spirit, bringing the reality of Jesus into our world
My parents and friends to receive Christ
If it were possible...draw me away...I just want a simple life...
But for You...a thousand times over...

TAG MI;

LISTEN;

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FRIENDS;

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Alex's Blog
Huixia's Blog
Jiasin's Blog
Michelle's Blog
Enling's Blog
Yating's Blog
Glenn's Blog
Karen's Blog
Samuel's Blog
Jon Teo's Blog
Andy TAKUMI's Blog
My Old Blog

ARCHIVES;

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Friday, December 28, 2007
2:32 AM

I was running on this track....I ran and I ran...then I fell....

Not wanting to continue the race, I sat down I ponder what I would do...It didn't take very long to before I quit the race and went on doing what I USED to do. I realize a Man without a FUTURE returns to his PAST.

Today while I was painting my house... I caught something. In a way, God has colored our life with paint and put different colors of paint in our hands. Some red, some blue, some pink, some green. To create a master piece, each color has his unique purpose. Dare we say we need not one another or no one is needed?

The paint is in our hands, it is our choice to paint the life of others or to do nothing.
And I made my choice.
I painted. The house looks better now.

No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...

Saturday, December 22, 2007
12:23 AM

Man...i really felt like a squeezed sugar cane. *squeeze* squeeze*

I'm seriously drained on the outside. It's my excitement on the inside that keeps my outer shell going. Man...I couldn't stop....I cannot stop reaching out. If I miss this moment, it might be forever. "Don't give up THE MOMENT" was what I heard from God.

I'm like a normal human being like anybody else. Facing with alot of things to do, body gets drained, feels tired, feels like breaking down, feels like letting go, feels like giving up. This is no stranger to anyone. Neither it is for me.

This year I'm giving my all...I'm pushing everything aside, giving up things whenever possible to have this "extra" few hrs of time to do something more for God.
while now I'm studying, I still got some extra time to pray, seek God, serve God in this generation. You know what? I realized, once I start to work, I know I may never again enjoy such luxury to pray, seek God, serve God. That's why I'm giving my all. No room for reservation, no room for retreat. I may never again be so on fire again for God once I work.

Yes...I consider WORRY a waste of time. I cannot afford to waste anymore of my time to meaningless things such as WORRY. I'm not saying I'm perfect now...rather far from it. Even right now I still got plenty of weakness, just that I'm running and going ahead regardless of my weakness. I don't really have the time also to sit down and nurse my weakness. I rely on His Word: "Let God's Strength be perfected in my weaknesscess"

Whether this post offenses or motivates you. It is for my reference
Let it be known
I'm still going regardless of what you do or say.

No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...

Friday, December 14, 2007
2:44 PM

You know...everytime I go service for hear someone speaking a Word...I always make an additional effort to lean forward...if it is really really good, you'll see me leaning my head on 1 hand.

Most of the time, I cannot remember all. Sometimes a particular word / phrase will sink into my heart. THat I will remember forever. I don't think it's just about hearing...it's what you catch...

There's someone Phili Pringle that sticks to me even until now...
"How...how do I keep the presence of God?"
"If you want to keep the presence of God in your life...you got to come to a place where you can dream..."
"What's on my prayer list? -YOU-"

No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007
12:56 AM

Nowadays I'm having a habit to walk to the tampiness bus interchange from school than take bus back...

I think I'm addicted to God...ALl my friends have their own experience of God's presence...for example the warmth on their body. The closest one I got was I sense something burning...Oh! For me...is I feel gentleness and coolness surrounding me...it is as if someone giving me a very light hug...that's a more common experience for me.

Yah...I really got alot of things on my mind
- Cg birthdays
- Cg attendance
- Cg songsheet
- Cg Queuing
- my $2000 1 mth project
- Christmas friend followups
- Term tests
- Sch projects
No please, don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to say I'm doing alot of work compared to anyone else. I'm saying out of my love for God, I'm doing this. Thanks to God, my heart is not running in chaos, but still as water. What I'm really feelig right now is like walking above rushing floods on a narrow stick.
Yes, you can say that if God leaves me alone for a moment, I'll sure drown. I just keep walking on this narrow stick, trusting Him to hold me should I fall.

But....that's what makes walking with God fun right?
Keke~! ^^

No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...

Monday, December 10, 2007
12:05 AM

Had some conversation with some of my friends today...

"Oh, that guy...the one who loses his way"
"Oh, that gal...the one who is blur..."
"Oh, that guy...who couldn't handle his hamster properly"


When I think back I really wonder...when we remember someone why do we always remember as if a STIGMA is attached to them? Rather than to be thankful for what they did for us? "That guy didn't drove well, but he certainally went out of the way to send us home!" "That gal have faithfully served the Lord even though she's blur"

One day when I get my car....my driving skills will probably be poorer than anyone else. I was thinking, will they remember my STIGMA of poor driving or would they thank me for driving them?

Regardless of the case, God I'll drive any of my friends. Simply because...
I love Y0u God.

No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...

Thursday, December 6, 2007
11:56 PM

Check out this song~!

5 Loaves and 2 Fishes --- Corinne May

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing and
he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned into night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn’t sure what good it’d do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said :

“Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all.”

I often think about that boy
when I’m feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I’ll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All you need is my “Amen”

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it’s not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small.


If you are asking why I'm so on fire for God this year more than the 5 years I have combined. I guess this is the answer. I can never teach you how to LOVE God. Love is not taught, love is an experience to be experienced. BUT I can SHOW you how I love God.

I'm 24 this year. I wasted most of my youth, now leaving 1 more year left. I thought too old to be used by God. Then came my 5 loaves and 2 fishes I offered to God on my birthday 12 Nov 2007. It was so small and little when you compare to this world. To God, it wasn't too small for God to use it. Offer yours to God too! Just like the song says...no gift is too small...

Take mine God! I'm willing! Let Your Strength be perfected in my weakness!

No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...