Saturday, October 4, 2008
12:50 AM
Matters of the heart are just so hard to understand, I always try my best to explain to my friends. Instead of listening to the whole story, I got cut inbetween and they assume the rest of it.
Recently people are asking me "am I attached?". I'm single and unavailable, because I'm too busy for BGR, I still want to focus on working towards my personal dream of TP revival, I'm unwilling to go into relationships now because that would mean I need to devote more time to her, and less time for everything else. Unless of course, she fully supports this dream.
I honestly do not mind to be single for the rest of my life. It isn't because I do not want to taste heaven on earth, but rather I'm too lazy to care for family, children, family financial problems. With less of those problems, I can do more for God. Of course, I'm not overlooking the benefits of 2 people running the same vision. I know your thinking "what kinda christian are you?" but hey, at least I'm honest with myself and don't resort to lying to win your heart.
No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...
