Thursday, May 22, 2008

No matter how complex life is...
I really just want a simple life...

Looking back (Hey! I'm not backslidding OKIE!)


You know what? Exactly 1 year ago, I had nothing. Nothing to my name, there wasn't anything in my life that I was proud of, no financial freedom, aimless, pointless, directionless. no breakthroughs, no...nothing. Just wasting my life away in playing computer games passing midnight

Then came the day God visit me in my room. He came, rather than leaving me to my hopelessness, looked to me as someone who didn't know what he was doing. His touch, His mercy and His grace extended to me.

That day what I said was the title of this blog:
God, I come before you as broken sw0rd, so broken... I could never make a cut...
I'am just a broken sword...would You give me another chance again? To be wield by You again...
I'm willing to be grinded, hammered and go through the fire
Just to be Your sw0rd to make a cutting edge in this generation.

It's too early to say I'm not financially rich. But I'm just happy as a Christian now, no breakthroughs yet, but I'm just happy doing my best, doing my part. Better try and fail, than never try at all.

Discouraged many times, just say God, I love You, this is for You. And move on again.
God, My Lord, It's not me, it's Your grace and mercy, faithfulless and love make me who I am today. Without You, I would have continued rotting my life away with endless hours of computer games!

This blog has always been and will always be dedicated to You, as a sign of your grace, mercy, faithfulness and love to me. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, THANK YOU~!